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dah dtrima akhrnya di Mahkamah Konstitusi...
tp cbaan msh jaH dtNg....
yng hanya bsa menguatkan gw adlah dengan mmbca surat Al~Quran..

Dan sesungguhnya akan Kami berikan cobaan kepadamu,dengan sedikit ketakutan, kelaparan, kekurangan harta, jiwa dan buah-buahan.
Dan berikanlah kabar gembira kepada orang-orang yang sabar
(al-Baqarah:155)

Tidak ada sesuatu musibahpun yang menimpa seseorang kecuali izin Allah. Dan barang siapa yang beriman kepada Allah, niscaya Dia akan memberikan petunjuk kepada hatinya. Dan Allah Maha Mengetahui segala sesuatu.(At-Taghabun:11)

Alhamdllah tiap gw bca surat ni+artinya akn mnenangkan jiwa gw...
Insya Allah gw bsa nglwti sgla mcm cbaan amien..

XXI...

td siang gw abis nOnton fiLm bRu jduLnya 'Percy Jackson tHe Olympians:the Lightning tHieF'..
bgus beUd!!!
efekNya kren directOr sma ky Film haRry pOTter batu bertuah tu...

tU crta Mitos+Lagenda...
tp asli sru abis...
dpt dah efeknya ga Klyatan...

iyah bwt yng bwt two tHumbs dah hehehehe...

Need You Now (LA)

Picture perfect memories,
Scattered all around the floor.
Reaching for the phone cause, I can't fight it any more.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door.
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk,
And I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Yes I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all.
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.
I just need you now.
Oh baby I need you now.



iyah lirik Lgu nie emg bnr bwt 'BUNDA'gw...
i miss her so much..

merencanakn s'suatu yng brharp akn bnr" trjadi

duh bis slese kuLiah kyny gw brharap dPt beasiswa di Australi...
scra klo gw dapt beasiswa dsna hidup gw nyaman ga da yng ganggu...
trs ga prL sewa apertemn tiNggaL sma K" gw sma kponakan ku trcinta whhwhw...

hadoh tp kPn nie sLseinya PKL+TAKI psing gw dah mqrinnya...
pgn cpt" wisuda..
tp tu dy S1 gw Lnjutin kmn??

binunnnn...
kLO UI jiah pas gw liat ranknya jauh beud...
palgy kmpus gw mlah ga msuk ranknya kwkwkw..
kocak...

beasiswa qe' hadoh!!
ngrep.

atau hum itu cpt" ke jual qe' kwkwkwkw

ow..ow...ow..

jiaH daH mLm miNggu jaH nie...
gw tyaP hRi nyampah dbLog sKrng" nie wkkwkw...

nnti mLm TIESTO ynG pNya hajaTan kGa dtNg pstiNya uJan sCra mo IMLEK!!!
huwff BT..
pdhL pgn beud x nie, kY pa c dy bgusaN mna sma Krya Om gw...??
(pnsaran)
ndkasjgfsigflskflhfleuglg;haph;ek...

pgN yng nOnntn aga soreaN Vidi.A ga bsa jG Lgy" nnti ujan tKud kjebaK baNjir gw, gosiPnya gtu!!
aaaaRRRggghh..
BT need entertainment..
*siGh..

PKl ga jLs...
aarrrrggghh...
gw pgN kpantai jaH nie kLO bgni triakkkkkkkkkk skeras"nya huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....

ada batasnya...

iyah tyap org pnya kesabaran...
tp ksabaran itu ada batasnya...
kLo msti wg yng ngalah mlu tyap saat gw jg gmw!!!!

ga saH bCraen gw dbLkng dech...
endingnya jg tw geLagat" oRg yng ngoMongin gw dr bLkang.
to the pOint jah biL gw ga suka...
" gw lbh suka kLO biLnya scra fRontaL "
Lsg jah dPn gw pke dr bLkng sgLa....

bwaaNnya kLo cpe nie kseLLLLLLLLLL mlu
stress PKL bgtu, TAKI, tmn jg arrrrgghhhhh...

i hate tHis part rigHt here......

kerasNya hIduP ini!!!

iyah stLah gw Mncri" tMpt u/ PKL tu brasa bEud kYa nyari krjaan...
yNg nMnya panaS, dUit ngpas, mqRin dtrima ato ganya TRnyta ga eNk beud...
giLiran kTrima da jaH hambatnnya ntaH cM bsa 1 bUlan, fuLL, atO wKtunya ga tpat!!
(pKknya da jaH dex)
hahsflahflashgsdghlghlghi;asg.......
(otaK ngBLank)!!!

dr SCTV, Kemnt.InfoKOm, Kemnt.Parwis, PertamnA, wLkota n' eTc ttp jaH da haLnganny...

dtMbaH Lgy tMn gw yNg abis kNa mUsibaH sdkt shock jaNtuNg bRhenti kRn usHa bokaPnya '***Kr*t' hadOh biNun gmn msti ksH sPritnya...
gw rSa mngkin kLwrganya baik n' ga pRnaH Lupa sma Allah jD Allah syng beud mKnya ksH cBaan bgtU brat!!!

mKnya hiduP ini tUh keraS...
kssaHan qta aKn aLaMin ga tw kPn..
ga bsa di duga"..
kuncinya sBar, iKhLas dan sMngat...
dRi Luar qta hNY bsa tMpakan ke oRg lain dgN senYum atO sMiLe...
kRn org ga aKn tw pa yng qta aLami dlMnya..
ssdiH pa jG oRg gtw...

gw bsa biL bgtu kRn tu kuNci dr hiduP gw...
sKid dLm hati gw ga da yNg tw, mRka hNya tw gw sNgggggggggggggggg...
pdhL hti gw triris ntaH kLwrga gw, kuLiah gw, ato paLah...

snyUm tu bsa mMbwt oRg Lain tdK thu dLmnya qta...

jd intiNya kLo qta ngLamin kssaHan/ksuLitan ttp sBar, ikhLas, sNyum, smnGat!!!!
insya Allah smw akn brjLan yng sprt qta hRapkan wLo taq smdah mmbLik tLpak tangan...
qta hNya bsa brdoa n' bRusha...

tp gw hrs ttP trsnyum biar oRg Lain gtw sKitnya dlm hati gw..
hNya bsa mndngar pngLman pahit mrka ato crta sDih mrka...

so enJoy the sHow...
n' pray-study-optimis-confident